I look at pictures of others on facebook, i think of what others are doing, i see and hear what others are doing. And i cant help but think to myself," Yvonne, what exactly are you doing? What exactly are you up to? Is this it?"

Sometimes it just feels that life is too long-winded. Im only about a quarter through my life and already, im starting to feel bored. I know i shouldnt feel that way. There're so many other things in this world i havent seen, havent heard about, havent experienced. But im restricted by many things and many factors. I cant just do as i wish. Well sometimes i wish there arent so many restrictions, so many rules. I wish i can do what i want without thinking of consequences, without giving a care to what others may think. But God made this world such that every action has its effect and somehow other people get affected.

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It's weird but, i had a sudden mood switch. Lol.. I was feeling kinda emo whilst writing the above two paragraphs cos i felt so sick of my life being so mundane and purposeless. And then i came across this website http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=60769488
This person, Kari Jobe, she's a singer for God. She's an international worship leader and songwriter out of Dallas, Texas. I just heard her songs and i just watched her videos. Suddenly, i think perhaps, things arent that bad. God is still in control and He's gonna reveal His purpose for me here on earth bit by bit. There's just a sudden uplift of my mood. Thank God for music and singing cos it really ministers. (: So it is written

" Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!"
-Philippians 4:4

and

" Why, my soul, are you downcast? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise Him, my Savior and my God."
-Psalm 42:5

Good or bad, happy or sad; place your hope in Him and let His joy flow through you! (: